Temporairly Insane

I really can’t tell you how it feels to have nobody.

It blank and emotionless (it’s vivid pain).

It hurts but not really (yes it does).

It’s painful but only a little bit (i’m lying).

It’s agony but it’s in my mind (not really).

It’s simple (for you).

It’s hard (for me).

It’s my fault (it’s not).

I really can’t blame you (yes I can).

I can’t hurt you (but I wish I could).

I cry (but only inside).

I think (about you and her and what I did wrong).

I wish (that it would be different).

I feel that it’s silly (it’s stupid).

I know it’s feeling (that are worthless….)

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